thoughts flowin pen holdin, spillin feelings on paper ,not knowin the way of going, no one showin, no favors, feeling all alone in this world thats so gone, knowing youve been postponed like a bomb thats been blown.. thrown away like its nuthin,when u know that ur somethin, everyones always frontin, being phony and fake, you hold it all inside knowin one day youll break. hatred and sadess fill u up and u need help for gods sake... u cant turn to god cause you really dont know him, awkwardness comes to you cause u feel u disowned him,love and worship is something youve never shown him. and you dont know how to talk cause it aint like u can phone him.. so now u saying fuck the world u dont need no one else.negative thoughts come to you just keep em yourself you can never let no one know how u felt, cause they wont understand the pain and suffering uve been delt.
so now u sittin all alone thoughts kept deep inside, feelings of hate, madness, sadness come togheter, collide , you pretend your ok but they dont know that youve lied, they say they understand but didnt know this whole time. youve been tryin to talk but you didnt know how, you never wanted to talk but you cant help it now, the secret feelings you felt come bursting out, but when your bout to talk suddenly u get doubts
so who can u talk to, who can u trust, you dont know right now but tell somebody you must, so life comes along you get landed with him, you feel safe inside so secrets start pouring in, and to your suprise hes actually listenin and you find out hes been through the same predicaments. you guys get really close, you feel right next to him.. but even when u are hes still m-i-s-n... (josh's nickname)
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