WHY?!??

14 already on the dope fiend trail.. believes in heaven cause shes living in hell. She had no dreams so she lets niggas get between so she can get what she needs. Her parents get her screened and shes positive for HIV. She feels dirty to the core, there's nothing to live for. She sinks to the floor the pain she cant ignore. No amount of drugs or alcohol could ease the pain. Suicides on her mind nothing refrains the thought at all. so the tears start to fall. To god she calls but there's nuthin but a wall. Shes lonely and scared nuthin could have prepared her for this. Even worse her period was missed. She cant remember the last dude she'd let in it. an Even graver predicament. Pregnant and ignorant.. Instead of respecting her body and living her life. Shes cursed and living her last nights. Virginity lost at 12 end of the story. Cause that’s when she entered purgatory. Young beautiful and independent. Great potential but her story's now ended. She died that night Took her own life. Parents couldn’t believe their eyes when they seen that sight. Over dosed so she never woke from her everlasting nightmare. Eyes were open in a blank stare. Made the parents hair stand on end. They couldn’t pretend anymore. They new what their daughter was doing but not what she had in store. So who was to blame. This question forever stained in my brain. Driving me insane. The parents could have intervened? She could have used a condom before they got between? And what about the person who made her a fiend? all are responsible but who holds the most blame. Or is it all the same. I guess ill never know… but know this tho. Don’t always stick with the flow. You never know where ull go. She was a 14 year old just tryna have fun. She didn’t know her clock had begun. Counting down her time on earth. And her baby was never birthed. Is this how life works, get fucked all the way thru then die. I guess so but my biggest question is.. WHY?